Wednesday, August 30, 2006

its been afew days since my last entry abt my grandma. im much beta le, thanks to all my frenz who showed concern and support for me. i've learnt to accept it, and be able to separate my personal feelings from other stuff. like they say, gong si fen ming. ha. im not going to let my feelings abt my grandma affect my vb or studies.

my grandma had anr op ytd, to widen her.. oesophagus. is tis how u spell it? i cant rmbr it was in sec 4 bio. but ya, cuz her throat is so constricted tat she cant even swallow saliva, doc at mt. E did e op for her, inflating gas into her stomach at e same time. she's experiencing alot of pains due to the air in her stomach but now she can even eat le. so, tats great. i just hope she's willing to go for chemio. doc say success rate is 60% but she din wan e op. hope our family can chg her mind abt it.

well vb is anr wierd thing. last wk at cedar, i played not too bad, improving. but coach said i will lose out to pearl n e other main spikers coming up nex yr. today, my spiking was much worst then last week, but he said not bad. like ??? he said the exact opposite stuff. but nvm. i'l stil train hard for both positions. 4 hao n subset. =) vjc vball team muz jiayou. we muz get into top 4 nex yr. we will.

n of cuz, how could i not blog abt tis. my class celebrated my bdae for me today! ! haa. okay bimbo i noe but i was really really very surprised. it was totally totally unexpected. n okay la celebrated bdae of viki, huihui and weixin also, but its e thought tat counts! =D when waiching called me ytd nite telling me abt e prob of keeping 3 cakes, e thought crossed my mind tat why did we buy so many cakes. but i just tot cuz many tchrs n e cakes were small so ya. 3 cakes. cuz my bdae is stil so far away, i din expect them to celebrate. n of cuz, when Krishnan gave me the yellow hairband as a "bdae prex", i felt tat it was so bizarre la. lke, its not even my bdae! ha. im so dumb. up till e very last moment wen e candles were already lighted i stil tot it was really for e tchrs. haa. den wen they started singing "happy bdae..." i was at my bag so i walked over n started clappin along oso but had no idea at all abt whose bdae we were celbrating. den when they sang to e 3rd line = 2nd last line of e song, "to sharon.." i was lke stunned. ha really stunned. thanks o6s37!

n most importantly, thanks girls. u noe who u r. =D