Thursday, February 15, 2007

hi everyone im back. it has been tat long huh, my entry. lol.
much has happened. things in class have chged, in vball have chged, at work have chged, and at home have chged.

JJ has left for Australia alr, just 2 days ago. i didnt go send him off. i wanted to, but my trnn was at KA, n there were stil e vday prex to b done. v bad, i noe, but cant be helped. but im glad for the memories he left us with, esp all e great times we had from pw. G.A.P was fantastic and will never be forgotten, along with his weak, wobbly knees.
All the best JJ. take gd care.

have i mentioned that im now the libero? i tink i did. and coach has praised me twice abt me playin well, n im a 'not bad' libero. i was so emo wen he said tat to me after the frenly w anderson sec last wk. he's not e type who praises u in front of u, but tat day he did, althou he was hitting me on e head w a bottle while sayin it, it stil meant alot. i stil dun tink im a gd libero, but i noe my teammates believe in me, and i want to be the best libero i can be. i want to be in the finals this yr, i want to win.
also, im so glad that the yr2s are quite bonded now. this yr, cuz of gym, ive grown much closer w mingjie, albeit misurdstdings in e past. im great w anqi now too, and im really v glad for this. now, we can mug tgtr, shop tgtr, majong tgtr, gym tgtr, train tgtr, cry tgtr, laugh tgtr. i love u girls. =) n not forgetting our juniors, they're a great bunch, funny and nice, i dun feel the dist lke i used to towards e yr3s. n im glad sheila is stayin. this team has alr been training tgtr all this while, it wud nv b e same agn if someone left now.

at work.
so many servers have left. the schedule is pathertic now. the only names u c r : Jacqueline, Sharon, Weiping, Huiyu, Nabilah, Vicky. yeai tink tats abt all. Sha quit, i tink cuz he was unhappy w his workload. i tink its not worth it to quit ur job instead of talking things thru w ur manager. i believe in talking thru problems, not gg ard them. Kenneth also left, he's flying back to Aust tml i tink, i'l miss him. the cute 23 yr old guy who once had his burger floating in water on the plate. ha. rmbr tat day kenneth? i feel sad for u after readin ur blog, but i believe as time pass, u'l get over it. den wen ur back finally, u'l meet ur Miss Right. =)

my grandma passed away on 8th Jan 2007. yes, its been some time alr, but i stil feel e pain and the emptiness inside. smtms it stil seems unreal, tat wen i go to my uncle's hse at boon keng, i wont c my grandma sitting at her usual chair, or lying on her bed anymore. i can laugh and joke w frenz, but wen im alone sitting on e bus, tinking, i wana cry. i really wan to. i stil miss her so much. i survive only by not tinking abit it. if i dwell upon it each time i tink of my grandma, i'l b cryin everyday. smtms i feel afraid. of losin my mum. i've been thru the pain of losin my grandma, i cant believe wad it'l b lke wen my mum leaves me too. i noe its too early to b tinkin abt such stuff but i cant help it.